Aug 3, 2005
leave it to me to not post in forever...
I'm moving out of university commons, soon. someone is taking over my contract on the 15th of august, so I have 11 days to pack up and get out. I'll stay working at Albertsons through the beginning of september and finish one year there, and then I quit and move to Wichita.
I know I've fallen totally off the map to some of you- not that I wasn't off the map before- but I'll have to come around and tell everyone bye, so to speak.
Not that I won't come visit, or anything.
The closer it gets to this deadline the more confused things get. Or at least, the closer this deadline SEEMS to me in my head. I really, really love tracy, and I really want to be with her- that's a fact. It's just stressful for everyone involved...
What am I talking about? I don't know. Maybe I should go through and hammer out every point, find out what's bothering me.
No, I don't need to. it just hit me. it's anxiety. I'm scared I'll move and it will all fail- and I don't want that to happen- I love tracy more than I've loved anyone.
I don't think it will happen, though. not really. I like it there.... and I love her very much.
I'm moving out of university commons, soon. someone is taking over my contract on the 15th of august, so I have 11 days to pack up and get out. I'll stay working at Albertsons through the beginning of september and finish one year there, and then I quit and move to Wichita.
I know I've fallen totally off the map to some of you- not that I wasn't off the map before- but I'll have to come around and tell everyone bye, so to speak.
Not that I won't come visit, or anything.
The closer it gets to this deadline the more confused things get. Or at least, the closer this deadline SEEMS to me in my head. I really, really love tracy, and I really want to be with her- that's a fact. It's just stressful for everyone involved...
What am I talking about? I don't know. Maybe I should go through and hammer out every point, find out what's bothering me.
No, I don't need to. it just hit me. it's anxiety. I'm scared I'll move and it will all fail- and I don't want that to happen- I love tracy more than I've loved anyone.
I don't think it will happen, though. not really. I like it there.... and I love her very much.
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